Tuesday, August 27, 2013

Why I Left Islam

Leaving Islam is one of the toughest things to do because if It's the right religion my soul will suffer an unimaginable pain forever in hell.

I'm very curious and that curiosity made me study Islam. It was very convincing. There are hundreds of arguments that show the existence of God and the correctness of Islam.

But I'm not that kind of person who takes the ''it might be'' and ''it is for sure'' as equal. So I decided to see what atheists and the opponents of Islam had to say.

I found a Jewish site (prophetofdoom.net) where I learnt things I never knew about Islam. At first I thought they were lies. I had a strong faith, so that parts of Islam revealed there seemed too weird and unreal.

But when I confirmed everything I heard there I started to doubt Islam seriously and I started to search for more arguments and counter arguments everywhere.

The first moment I felt disappointed was when I read some hadiths:

BUKHARI HADITH:  Volume 4, Book 55, Number 546: As for the resemblance of the child to its parents: If a man has sexual intercourse with his wife and gets discharge first, the child will resemble the father, and if the woman gets discharge first, the child will resemble her."

This is genetically incorrect.

Narrated in Bukhari and Muslim: Allah will say, Send forth those who are destined for hell? Adam (pbuh) will say.Who are those? ...Allah will say Out of every thousand, 999 go to hell and 1 to paradise". - Bukhari 6:60:265

According to this hadith only a few muslims will enter paradise, maybe only those who fought for jihad. Thus the next life will be a terror, not a justice.

After these hadiths I started to read prophetofdoom.net more intensively and I found hundreds of other hadiths like these.

However what disappointed me the most was the fact that I've discussed Islamic matters with competent muslims for years and they didn't showed me those hadiths even though they knew everything.

I had to discuss these hadiths with them, but I can't tell them I've been converted to an unbeliever, it's very difficult. Those guys believe Islam with all their cells.

Thus, I discussed those hadiths with my friends, because there is no difficulty discussing something with them.

Well, they see something evil in me, I don't know why, maybe because I try to control how things will go and when they discover that I've been the responsible for that, they joke by calling me devil or jinn.

But when I told them what I've heard about Islam, they were thinking I am a devil for real. Some of them thought I've sold my soul to devil and many other things.

Well, I exaggerated a bit because I was disappointed with my previous ignorance about Islam, but my friends must lack information too, otherwise they wouldn't think of me like that.

Of course their temporary doubts fade away, they understood I don't have relationships with devils after they recovered from the initial shock of seeing me as an unbeliever, but they still call me jinn just for fun.

I learnt something interesting from the conversations with my friends though. Many hadiths are coming from Islamic cults and there are many fake hadiths around that shouldn't be trusted. Many times I felt confused and I didn't know what to trust anymore.

But many parts of Islam are very difficult to handle. I verified they are really a part of Islam, but logic and mind can't believe Islam after hearing that.

I've always been an open minded. So even though I'm very sure Islam is wrong, I am still ready to listen to you if you can seriously oppose what I've read on prophetofdoom.net.

You can contact me on facebook or somewhere else, but please don't try to teach me Islam because I have studied it for years, so show me only strong arguments that can oppose the meaning of those scientifically incorrect hadiths.

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